stress.. and more stress. Y_Y

its really been a stressful week.. not just for me.. but everybody i know in CCS.. well.. its the life we chose.. we chose to go to a course that ensures us of pure stress in life.. not just school works.. but also in friendship and many more emotion.. **actually emo na nga akoh dito sa netopia..**

stress related lahat ng ginagawa koh.. actually.. gagawin koh naman yung introdb namin kung ndi lang nasira yung pc koh.. Y_Y.. kung sino man yung nagkakalat ng virus sa lab.. paksh*t ka.. dami mong buhay na nasira.. langya.. not only dat.. 90% sure na bagsak na me sa compasm.. promise koh naman sa mom koh na ndi na akoh babagsak... Y_Y.. sure na ndi akoh makikita next term.. Y_Y.. feel koh nga.. ndi akoh para sa dlsu.. dapat pla ng uste na lang.. alam koh sure akoh dun.. maganda yung studies koh.. hindi sobra stress.. wala akoh paki sa crowd.. amp.. sure naman na i'll make something good out of it eh.. ewan koh ba.. feel koh.. my life is all about regrets.. problems that i don't learn for it.. i keep on doing it.. eventhough.. may promise.. labo.. ang hirap sobrang buhay CCS.. sabi nga ng isang batchmate sakin eh.. "CCS?? langya.. suicide yun.. Y_Y.."

feel koh lang.. dapat ndi na tlga me ng cs-cse.. Y_Y.. sakit sa ulo.. pano kung naging something else akoh.. dunno about it.. gulo kc ng buhay koh.. Y_Y.. parang kaleidoscope na.. maraming gustong gawin.. maraming plano.. ndi naman natutuloy.. i'm such a procrastinator.. i dont walk the talk.. Y_Y.. grabe.. gusto koh na lumipat ng ibang course.. pero xan?? xan??.. alam koh.. masaya akoh sa CCS.. ewan koh ba.. dahil siguro sa crowd.. kc i fit in.. or maybe.. dito tlga akoh masaya.. ewan koh ba..

no signs from up there.. Y_Y